Life Circle

Life is rhythm. It is not always the same song. It isn't always the happiest song. I like to think of my life song like a great classic masterpiece. It is dynamic and travels the spectrum of sound. My mind resonates thoughts at different measures, flips, stops, accelerates, it is never predictable, but I know how to play it. My life music right now is beautiful, and has been for a while. This Ramadan, marked an important journey in my life. I embarked on a transition phase that I consciously knew of, but did not control. I allowed Allah to guide me with his hand as I shaped into a new person. There are studies that pose, every 5 years your body has went through a regrowth. Your cells are all new, this is an estimated time of the process of regrowth. I am not a doctor but this fact if factual are fascinating. I believe the mind divides your life into increments of 5 years as well. At least i am satisfied with that. So at the age of 25, I am brand new again, rejuvenated. The last 5 years for me, with reflection I can say were wonderful. It was where I was at, the first time I really faced responsibility and repercussions. I also learned about my adult self, and found myself. I lost my innocence, pushed limits I never thought I would, and did exactly the opposite of what my childhood dreams were. But these are not disappointments at all, it is humbling. I am jovial. More then when I was a kid who was combated with emotions that I couldn't define. Learning the whims of the world and translating it into disappointment. I am wiser and smarter. I am a foolish person now. I am cause I am happy, I found the secret. It is relative to how you look at your life, is your body and soul a tattered and scarred figure? Mine is impervious to destruction. More, I cannot do any harm to myself. My mind, my beliefs, my future will not allow it. I would like to attribute this strength to Allah. But I have to dissect it so I can give praise to what I am grateful for. My family, Mother and Father, they have given me a relationship that is golden. To have a relationship with these two people, who are gentle at heart, intellectual and calm in the mind, and beam in the soul. They are my guidance. My brother and sister who I believe had grown with me on my journey are my favorite constituents. They are my conscience, they are the ears and voice that help me unselfishly. The only people who truly help you in life are the ones who do not have a malicious agenda. Surround yourself with those who want what is best for you. Who will say "I want this for you" and you can believe it. There is someone who has come into my life at this momentous moment, and I know Allah has set this moment in both our futures. She is stimulating to my soul. Given me a charge in life that has shocked me into bliss. Down to earth yet from mars. She more then fits my life, she makes my life something new. I am greatful for my family, for she, and for obama.